The Humility of Self Denial
The change from 800 kcal/day to 700 has had effects. No particular hunger. It may be psychological. But I do feel that I am restricted by the diet from normal activities. I walk around my neighbourhood and see other citizens enjoying food, beer, snacks. They laugh and they smile. They are enjoying life. I have become mindful of the act of eating - and aware of the phenomenal plenty of a typical grocery shop. I've now consciously witnessed a similar luxury of life that this Western world economy provides. Restaurants and fast-food. Kiosks and bars. Each competing in their niche, providing us with a way to push back the stress that economy necessitates for our roles in it. But I can't participate. That exclusion is palpable. It's a loss that is disappointing. The feeling of weeks without this part of life seems a measurable reduction in my life experience. But it also reveals to me the remarkable power th...